Tracie

Tracie

Sunday, May 1, 2016

Feeling Greatful

Summer is almost here, it is one of my favorite seasons. I love watching everything in spring bloom, getting ready for summer pleasure. My gardens growing every day, we will have lots of corn for Aaron for sure. While preparing for this summer season I have watched and listened to some of my friends going thru some struggles. I feel like my struggles just do not matter compared to theirs. I realize I am so thankful for my life and the air God gives me every day to breath. God could take me anytime, so I while I am still here I am choosing to appreciate life. I have a husband who loves me unconditionally, he has been my biggest cheerleader while I have been going to school. I have 3 kids who show me love all the time and continuously have me laughing.


 I am in awe that my youngest will be 17 in 4 months, and is asking about driving and researching cars...lol I am just really feeling grateful God has always kept my family and I safe, he has always provided and he is always reminding me thru songs and scripture how much he loves me. I love the song, "lead me to the cross", one of my favorites.
I can't wait to call our friends and invite them over for bbq's, berry picking, beach trips and putting my feet in the sand. I love summer!


Plus I found and awesome deal on a patio set on Craigslist so I am ready are you?

                                               My family is full of laughter and love!



Thursday, March 17, 2016

New year

It has been a while since I last wrote, the New Year has come and there have been a few changes. Aaron started a new job at a place called NARA. He really enjoys it, and he's back with some old co-workers he liked working with. He just celebrated his 43rd birthday, he and I spent the weekend at the beach in Lincoln City. We had a good time just being together. 
Alyssa is busy with work and Braden is super busy with work, school and lots of homework. We don't get to see them much due to their busy schedules, but when we do we treasure our moments together. 

Kayla- is still in Longview working and living life. We get to see her every couple months, she just turned 19. How time flies by, can't believe sometimes how time flies by and our kids are all becoming young adults?

Alex- is enjoying school, he did wrestling this year for the first time. He really enjoyed it. He is towering over me, Hope he is done growing. Trying to get him to start thinking about what he wants to do after he graduates. School can be a challenge for him and so not sure if he will continue on to college or military. Alex was diagnosed with a condition called- Ocular Albinism, which is where he is missing the white behind his eyeball. So he was looking in the military but was not sure if they would take him with his vision issue. We will see. He is looking for part-time work, I think he is realizing everything costs and if he wants to do something he has to raise his own money.

I think I consider myself as a dabbler. I like to dabble in multiple things. I say that because I am going to school, volunteering at hospital and I went to an orientation for Make a Wish Organization.
I have finally made it to my 2nd year at Clark, I was kind of bummed to find out my last 4 classes are so spread out that it will take me till next winter quarter that starts in January for me to graduate, So in next March I will be done with my AA degree in Billing and Coding. I started volunteering at Salmon Creek Legacy hospital 1 day a week. I quit working at Fred Meyers on Dec 31 so I could concentrate on my school and volunteering. It does make a difference in our income a little, so we have had to learn to conserve as much as we can.

Now onto something that is weighing on my heart…
So in January we left our church after 4 years. I met a lot of fun, loving people. My husband and I are very passionate about being conservative Christians, doing what God wants us to do. Now I know people out there are judging us, I am a Christian and can still be fun even if I have certain beliefs. We are looking for a new church and have not found one yet, but we still get up every Sunday and go to a church. My husband can be more passionate about certain things than I, I always support him because that’s what wives are meant to do.  Husbands are to support their wives also and that’s one of many things that makes a fierce marriage. God has a plan for us, was it for us to leave our church of 4 years? Not sure, but we must trust God and see he will lead us. One thing I did notice about our old church is some of the people who acted as my friends at church never reached out to me to see if I was okay.  It made me sad and question our friendship…That made me realize how important it is to reach out our brother and sisters to see if they need anything, or how can we pray for them. It is sad actually, because no matter where you worship, your still sisters and brothers in Christ. If I saw these people in public somewhere, I would not ignore them or treat them bad because I still love them. Isn’t that what God wants us to do?

I leave you with this…
Everyone has some kind of trial they are going through, don’t forget about them because it hurts them. You may not realize that it is even important that you remember them, but it is. Christians need to stick together in this dark world.


Proverbs 17:17- A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for a time of adversity